V.Release
Finally, finally, a sigh of release for my aching, burning heart.
My cheeks betray that satisfaction, still aching from the weight of salt.
I miss you already. Just check on him, call him, find him, tell him it was
All one big, fat, spur-of-the-emotion joke. All in confusion. All in disillusion.
But it wasn’t, you see, it really wasn’t – I need to be free of the
Bleeding, uncontrollable hurt. It grips my being too much. I lied when I said
I could do what I said, and you saw right through my disguise (not such a
Great actor, am I?). Contradicting words were my masque, and yours was
The tears burning red in your eyes. Exposed, the truth a fire between us as
We stood, melting, crying out for help, but we were alone, you see, in the
Underground. You were stronger than me as I said no more and confessed that
I love you. The flames licked high towards my head as I kissed your cheek (right
On the corner of your lips, so close) and I ran, ran away, your reaction consumed
By the smoke.
I never turned around.
You never followed me.
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And that ends this tale between a girl and a heart. Who will emerge from the ashes?
The crusted salt hardens, yet the burning heart lingers.
I hope the phoenix will rise – alive, free, and satisfied
You put so much into those few words. Reading it was a heart wrenching moment, beautiful for how it dragged those emotions from deep down.
Truthfully, I could write pages about these poems and what they represent but all else aside, you’re an artist.
By: Pat on February 7, 2010
at 7:03 am